Ok so im in the library now doing my revision for kinetics. Feeling bored and sleepy from the same thing that I have been reading for the past week.
So I was "studying" and suddenly my mind wandered off to the start of the year and I look at my 6 months later.
First- I am not staying at the same house anymore so different housemates
second- I have a cat as a pet
third- Some of my friends at the start of the year are not even my friends now (Ok they are but i dont know what the hell to say to the,)
fourth- I have 2 jobs now
fifth- I am going to be a graduate soon

I like the the first, second, fourth and fifth changes in my life. Well the third is not so much but I think one negative thing brings about 4 other positive things. So I am glad

Ok..so I was being bitchy about my dad over on my msn nick yesterday. Suddenly thought about him. I think my motivation in life has always been that. To make him feel as if he had lost a lot when he decided to no longer be a "dad". Just some stranger dude. I think all the people I care about when they hurt me, I have this mechanism inside of me to hurt them back. To really hurt them. TO FOREVER HURT THEM. Oklah just kidding about the forever thing. Don't think I am that cruel.

Anyways. I just cant wait for exams to end. Then I can chill and play. Been missing out on the playing.

Bye