fasting

I decided to start reoaying my missed fasting days. I remembered that I was in Brisbane that time I was fasting. Thank god for that I had such a lovely time. If not Brisbane heat would have killed me.

I was scanning a bit of my work just now and a reliazation came. How did I manage to hold on to 2 PT jobs and do a degree at the same time?? I really have no clue. I was wondering on the amount of time I spend doing nothing now.....it is like nothing. There isnt a moment in my life right now on where i sit down and do nothing or think of anything. When I am at Uni, i think of my uni studies and how to achieve my dreams. when I am at work, i am busy researching and doing this and that and finding ways to achive a better job. When I am at home, I am busy scheduling my whole week and what is it I have to do.

What happends if I suddenly decide to stop doing anything. Will I get any realization as to why I am doing nothing???

I am not making sense am I? Probably the lack of sleep, food and human conversation is driving me nuts. I still have about 50 mins to go before I can leave work. Even though I have finished my work load for the day, which I must say was a lot. Thank God I could organize it properly. If not it could have been a disaster.

Erm....I can pay my tax next week. Than try to get it back. yeah...Tax return