reincarnated

This reincarnated from the ashes Durrah is feeling the pressure and the heat. My whole body feels Immobilized by the stresses that felt as if it was imposed on to me. Physically this Durrah looks perfectly fine buy internally she just wish she could crash and be vulnerable. No, this Durrah has to be organized, sociable, smart, quick, witty and all the other works. She is the perfect student, perfect daughter, perfect worker and the perfect friend. Even though there is a part of her that just want to screw everything up. A part of her wants to just let go of everything she has held on to for so long. But neither can she do that because the strings that she had been holding on has other people's life set upon it. Shit is all she can say.

List of things to do this next week:
Sunday
Waste Heat Boiler and Emissions of Cement Production Research (Monday)
Practise choreography & go to Ika's place for ticket selling (Tuesday)
Wednesday (Car design, with dimensions, More research on Portland cement, WHB,Emissions)
Meet Kak Inah to get cooking utensils(Wednesday)
Meet up with design group & Supervisor. Work out who does what for report and seminar(Thursday)
Practise choreography(Everyday)
Donate Blood @2.30pm (Thursday)
Confirm the people who are going(Thursday)
ChemEcar meeting(push everyone to do their job)-(Friday)
Buy groceries & Mask for ND dinner (Friday)
Saturday- ND Dinner
Help Asila-Kavi prep dinner
Finalised choreography and gear for routine
Go to Edwards Hall to prep for dinner
Take Dessert from IKA
get the whole thing moving by 6.30pm
---Finish---
Sunday
Crash and Burn before another round. Focus on Chem E Car and Seminar

I feel like dying