Thursday, January 15, 2009

hey man

inner durrah-hey durrah, we need to talk. I see that you've been unhappy recently. What's up?
durrah- I don't know. I sort of really miss my family. I have never felt like this before. I really don't know why I am feeling this now.
inner durrah: Come on just say it out
durrah: ive been thinking, is it really necessary for me to stay here?? In Australia I mean. Noone around me.
inner durrah : i thought that was what you like solitude
durrah: I don't know anymore. There is thoughts within me saying that I should just pack up and go home. be near my family
inner durrah: Look durrah, what was the reason you wanted to work here in Oz anyway? any special reasons
durrah: I wanted to make something of myself that is equivalent to my study and I really want to be independent
id: were you not independent before this? I thought you were
d: I am independent. I mean...but in Singapore
id: In singpaore you have your mum to lean on right??
d: yeah maybe.........ermm i dont know
id: dont be like this.....so you miss your family being by your side....but that does not mean you give up searching and getting what you want
d: i want a good job but I also need my family
id: your family is still always there. supporting you in any challenges you make. Roght now you need to carve out something for yourself or you will forever ask yourself the questions and drive yourself nuts thinking What IF
d: I guess you're right. God I just wish i have other things to do that can just eliminate this problem........
id: patience lah./..how many times your mum got to say...this is going to be your biggest challenge yet.........kuatkan semangat and persevere dude
d:yeah............i hope so
id; and start praying for everything....insyallah everything is going to be fine
d; ok thanks man........appreciate it..id talk to you soon.
id: no worries...remember ..persevere
d:

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