urgh

Logan is scandalling with my other cat...el tigress

missing my family big time

my mum--the iron lady (as in strong)

My cousin the cikgu di depan bulan yang mengambang. Oh senangnya hidup camni

I don't know when my appeal is going to go through!! when the hell is it going to pull through. When?? I am tired of waiting. I need it so that i can get my job nominations checked. Dammit. I feel so frustrated at times. With people asking if i got a job yet, with me everyday sending out resume's and everything is depending on the fucking appeal. Argh...My visa is expiring in about 50days!! fark!

im feeling rather uneasy in my stomach. Im really stressed out about this whole thing. Like seriously stressed out. I imagine myself drowning myself underneath a tonne of water. I want to clear my mind but I just can't. I ran for miles trying to at least stop thinking for abit and soak in the sun of Newcastle but I can't.

I feel miserable. Really miserable. and he is not making it much easier. time to break it off