Thursday, February 19, 2009

can't sleep

i dont know what is wrong with me. i can't seem to sleep now. not until its 6am. i really have no idea why. when i close my eyes, my brain seems to charge into hyperdrive. i keep thinking about what i need to do, what i could have done differently. i sometimes dream of hving my mum talking to me like i was kid again and comforting me when i get upset like i used too.

i might go out to the beach later on in the day. i just want to relax my mind just alittle while more. even though Im not doing anything, i still feel like i can't take things as easily asI want too. I do need a psychologist.

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