peace

though ive been unable to sleep that much or having restless nights part of me is proud that ive managed to read 2/30 juz from the alquran within around 2 weeks. Surah Albaqarah felt like a mountain to finish after my none diligence in reading it. I thank God that at least during this uncertain time in my life he has helped me be close to him through this. The reading of te Quran if i really put my mind onto it has a powerful soothing effect on me. It has helped me calm down and reasess my life. Of course, i must honestly say within the last 2 years I have possibly neglected reading the Alquran. just letting it collect dust on my table although on occasions i try to read the yassin.

anyway, today i helped zee moved to her new/old place. new as in she got another girls room an old as in she moved back to her old house. the room is a little bit too small for the amount of stuff she has but for me it seemed cosy and with a sunroof to light up her room in the morning, it felt nice. But then I hate the fact that the room has no window like the room/garage i have now. it makes the room dull and dark all the time. i hope she will settle in well.

tomorrow i have to go to uni. the reason being to undergo a research study under a psychology phd candidate. i wonder what experiment they will subject me too this time. ive been to a spatial ability test, repetitive test and some other test in the past 2 years that i was in uni. i think this test will be about my brain and whether or not schizoprenia will run within me.

hehehe.

ive just finished the 1st book from the twilight series by stephenie meyer. it was a really nice read. i took about 1 day to finish it. now i am going into the second book, new moon. i believe i will be able to complete it soon. maybe not today due to my tiredness in helping zee move and unpack(she does have half of her stuff still in storage) but i know when i get into something i am driven to finish it.

oh yeah. i have given up waiting for my answer to the interview. maybe its not my rezeki/luck. i shall keep my head up and try to work out something soon..insyaAllah.