i am having a mild headache right now. i feel an elevated rise in my BP and my lack of sleep or the restlessness that i feel when i fall asleep is a massive contributing factor to this mild headache of mine. Thinking back what i was doing last year around this time, I was probably enjoying my life, going for parties and organizing meets with friends.
now what happen? nothing. i really need my independence lah. I don't want to depend on anyone. I felt hurt but yet grateful that a friend said that she will wait for me to get a job to pay her back some cash i owe her. i felt so belittled but i understood her concerns. but ive already paid her back.
maybe ini dugaan dari yang maha Esa. sabar jelah. take it into stride
its already 1am...i am still freaking awake.
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