happy holidays my dearest friends

its already the friday of good friday. went to woolies for a bit to get some quick bite and realised people doing their last minute chocolate shopping spree. was tempted to get one but realised that keeping my temptation down not only do i keep my money in my pocket but also the fact that i am controlling my weight. 

Went to shoal bay today for worked and were completely harrassed by this two kids. keep asking me where Tong is. I was blur for a moment thinking what the hell and where are your stupid clothes kids and then it hit me. they thought i was chinese. they tried to scare me by acting as robbers, but i grinned back at them. thinking that if they were to see me in my hijab they would not have even tried to make fun of me. Maybe revere me instead. Shoal bay was amazing, memories come flooding back to me, the drive up there with 4 very sleepy girls in the car, cik ika being one of them, dozing off while her poor friend was trying to drive for an hour straight after a lack of sleep the night before. At least this time, i get to spend time hunting the streets and the beach, soaking in the sun, wind and everything in between. Even managed to squeeze in an ice chocolate and a book reading session "Love in time of cholera". I wish people fell in love like that and stayed in love for the next 5 decades of their lifes.  Taste of unrequited love. 

Went on to chat with an extremely good friend of mine today. It started out normally but somehow it always ended in a philosophical manner. in such that we discover new things about one another and have things to figure out, but in the end, our theme is the same, ACCEPTANCE.

it is such a big word and i am not even sure what i am going to do about it. So HELP ME GOD! Amin