i cant seem to wrap my head around still not getting any job answers

how can this job hunting still be going on for me? i really dont know. it really sucks. why do people take up lotsa credit when they cant repay them back? argh! frustrating.

but then AGAIN i am an accredited chemical engineer with Engineers Australia. Official Chemical Engineer. Deal with it you moron.

going to be a bit depressed this week.mum already left home..in fact she is already home...then tomorrow my confidante here is heading to armidale for 5 weeks than straight back to malaysia for her hols. leaving me here all alone and a bit vulnerable. 

sadness is overwhelming. 

taking out my depression by heading to the gym big time. pain inside, pain outside

im your voodoo child

please help me GOD