i feel relief and scared

as i have a chat with a really good friend, my mind couldnt help wondering at how easy it was to say it out. However, it is just one of a friend and she had long suspected it. but she kept quiet. What the Hell ar!! hahaha. At least I know now there are people out there who support me.

But i don't care about other people who think but i only care for just one person.....just one figure. I am terrified of the reaction of this one person. The rest i can handle, but a fight with this one person is potentially life threathening.

I seek Asylum.

Life shouldnt be this hard, complicated and confusing. 

Anyway....i was thinking, if a normal human being can accept me as who I am, I am particularly sure God will accept me too. If not why would he let me be this way after all.

I can't wait for next week. Graduation week!! woohoo!!