Right now i totally feel like ive just been pummelled by something. at least after that 3 hr session, i can eat a lot. hahaha. been snacking on carrots, olives and tim tams. had fried rice for dinner and lunch. i must say, with the lack of food in my kitchen, i am definitely resourcing well with what i have. well its not the most well balanced meal ive had, but it beats not having anything to eat.
I want to go to gym for another 3 or 4 hr session tomorrow. hehehe. im addicted to the body bike. its really smooth. i wonder how much one bike like that will cost. oh hell, i should start biking back in Singapore again, although honestly there are no place to bike there. lame. very lame.
Was watching the series fingersmith on youtube. only manage to watch it till the part where maud gets married to Gentleman. really nice story so far. but i better not stream any more movies online right now. i should just place my laptop in my bag and forget about it till i return home to Singapore on saturday.
oh hell....i am scared of returning home. i am not sure suddenly if i am running again from my problems or I am doing the right thing. Deep down i feel the happiness of returning home but i feel unsettled. Will i be able to retain the person within me that I had come to learn and love about once I set foot to the silently oppressed, no matter how lovely it is....country of mine?
listening to MarJawan literal translation being I can die. song reminds me of my friend. she loves it. i think as much as i love jaane kya. but i think, i love jaane kya more since i listen to it almost everyday for the past 2 years without fail. Especially in winter, it brings back memories. not the best but something vested in me.
Apparently in facebook i am supposed to be married in 2011. 2 years from now on the 7 of march. Lame man. but i wonder if by then it will be legal for me to marry in Singapore?
True love never has a happy ending
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