ok so ive been gone for a while

not that i intended to but I guess this past few days have been a bit hectic for me. In between, going to hospital, preparation for next week, picking up my bro from airport and helping sort out documents of different policy and investments, well i am left with limited time between myself and I.

Anyway, I went to carousel earlier this week for High Tea and the cutest waitress was smiling at me. I swear i am not making that up. She looked mixed of white and asian and of course extremely gorgeous.

I had a dream that I told my mum and my aunt that I was gay. i literally freak out about that. it felt so freaking real. Really real!

Im quite shocked at a passing of an ex schoolmate of mine. Makes u think that life is so unpredictable. So short. Innalillah.

My favourite director yasmin ahmad died last week. my favourite director is no more. im so sad...extremely sad