you know that feeling when you get just before

you do something extremely stuppid/brave? Butterflies in your stomach, thumping of the heart and the deafening of your surroundings. Before you know it, your heart suddenly takes over that feeling of self consciousness and end up directing your fingers to do something totally out of character.

For me this realisation came in the train. A simple crowded train filled with souls, empty or contented, to make me realise that after a long while that I am truly blissfully happy. And not long after that, my heart has taken over my hand and directed technology to make its most confusing message anyone could have conjured.

I am about 75% sure that I am falling for you....Who says that?? Why 75%? Why not 100% or 50% or 0%..why 75%. The reason is simple. Because i do not want to be hurt, nor do i know what is in the future. Cowardice takes over me during the time when i needed bravery the most. But nonetheless my intentions were true.

She makes me smile each time i receive her text, or message online or whenever i see her. Not just because she is a natural smiley face, but the seemingly endless supply of topics to speak to her feels like divine intervention or maybe it is just me being biased towards a cute face.

Nonetheless, the stupid heart feels no regret towards what had just transpired. Life is too short for it to be taken for granted. Live and let live that is what the idiom says.

Good morning